Write, I commanded myself to, despite being unable to write. Write, because I forget and I wish to remember what I used to believe. Write, because I wish to know better my own thought and do not care if anyone else reads it.
The order in which what I write was revealed to me is irrelevant. What I write may be appended to in the future, re-ordered, or abrogated. What I write is probably wrong in some way, and I intend to change my mind in the future.